Bear with me on this. I’ve spent the last 5 weeks trying to get back to you and i guess i really haven’t made much progress in it all. Regardless nothing in my head or heart has change. I know this is a pretty public and formal way of showing you the depth of everything i am feeling and i hope you appreciate it and smile.
I love us, I love everything about you and i. I love the sooking, the fighting, the making up, the way i know your every mood like the back of my hand, the way you hide your smile yet i can see the crescents on the corners of your mouth widen as you struggle to fight it, falling asleep with you, waking up with you,kissing your eyes goodmorning and how you can be the bluntest girl in the world but still love me unconditionally.
I gave you far from a perfect relationship at the start and like everything else in between, i understand it was what shaped our relationship to be as abnormal as any other fully love functioning relationship but fuck it, that’s what made it, you and I weren’t normal. You stayed by my side through everything and broke down the walls and vices that were in my head. Fuck knows where i am going without you Soph, i should have married you in Salem last year. Every morning i wake up and i don’t even want to get on that plane without you, you know i can work anything out and if you changed your mind i would have you right next to me on that flight.
I do respect where you are in life, although somedays i don’t understand it. I should never have driven away that day, i should have gone back inside and told you i loved you. I can’t get that fucking image out of my head.
When you are ready to let me back into your heart i hope you realize i will be asking you to be my wife about 5 seconds later. I am fucking bizarre at times but i have never been so certain of something like this ever.
You are my soul mate and my best fried.
Just do this one thing for me and watch the video i am posting, close your eyes and picture the rest of your life with me.
This was the best spring break weekend ever. It was awesome because EVERYONE was down to rage, and it was everything that Vegas should be! I am finally recovering, and I can’t wait to sleep in my bed. Mmmmmm
Whatever people say about Obama, it’s undeniable that he’ll go down in history as the President with the coolest pictures.
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I’ve never been into the idea of having a celebrity crush, but boy does he give me a boner.